It was my last day in school in Japan today... It was horrible. I have been doing nothing but crying the whole day. And now I feel so empty and alone. I just can't understand how I'm not going to go to the school again with everyone and see everyone and so on. It's hurts so much.

My previous class, 1B, had made me this huge book thing which was full of messaged from everyone. All of them something like "Johanna I love you" "Johanna you are my best friend" "Johanna I will miss you so much" and so on.

My present class, 2F, had also made me same kind of messages. Then they gave me a album full of pictures of us together. They also made a DVD out of those pictures and in the video there is playing a song called Best friend by Kiroro ([link]). Everyone also sang me together a song called Sora mo Toberu Hazu ([link]) Both songs are really pretty especially the lyrics. I haven't even left yet and I miss them so much. I want to see them all again. There is so much more would have wanted to say and do with them. It's just so hard. I think it's going to be better once I'm back to Finland and see everyone who are dear to me in there, but right now leaving these people here, makes me feel completely broken. I would give anything for just one more day with everyone.

１Bと２Fのみなさん。本当にいつもありがとうございました。私は絶対に誰も忘れません。君たちはいつも私の心の中に居るんだって。また絶対にいつか会いましょう。これはさよならじゃねえだって！！！！　みんな大好き！！